wife vs daughter part 2

I'm at almost 7 months pregnant now. I must avoid all the stress things. I don't want to think about it but its all coming back to me now. I didn't talk with her for a week after I hang up the phone last time. My husband ordered me to reduce talking with her because i will end up emotionally break down after every conversation with her. I cried, I couldn't breathe and totally lost control. I'm afraid I"m gonna end up in ER!!

Mama n papa, I adore you two most. I 'll give you everything I could, just to make you happy. I may be not your favorite daughter but I had a heart and feeling too. Can you two at least think that your daughter is pregnant now, can you show me some sympathy and respect my feeling? Why you had to ask what I do and give to our family? I'm not your kids anymore, I'm 29 and a mother of my own son. And If you forgot, I also had a husband. If you don't want to respect my feeling, at least show some mercy to my husband. He might be soft n gentle looking person, but he is the HOH in our house. He the one who make decision, not me.

Last night, my husband told me he don't want any involvement from my parents in our marriage.

to be continued later, our moving stuff just arrived!

wife vs daughter part 1

I need to write this. At first I taught to close the blog when i moving here, because I'm afraid soon people will detect my lifestyle. But I still need a place to write and express my feeling.

I moved to a new place last month, near to my family.Everything started to change, my husband left me at my parents house for a week and after that, I'm no longer submissive and obedient wife. My mum somehow try to control me and my husband in everything. It been going for a month until one day he found out I'm crying in the middle of the night. I had a conflict with my mum and it was so terrible.

To be continued...