Tuesday, August 18, 2009

submissive wife vs daughter part 3


King will bring me back to my parent's place this weekend. No more runaway, angel. He want me to settle everything before I go to the labor. He promise to stay beside me all the time. This is an order and I must obey it. I'm a bit nervous. Yes, my heart still broken, but I had to move on. I didn't talk with them for a month.

What is my plan? I don't know. I had to stop pretending and start be myself. I'm a submissive wife; I submit and obey to my husband and nothing can't change that. My parents should know and aware of it. I don't care what mum will say and think about it, this is my marriage and my life. I choose to live with it.

I have to start pack presents for everyone. We're in a very tight budget now but I had to do it. That's the only way to win their hearts back. Like some people said, no money, no love. Its true, that's how my family judged us this past 5 years. It's really hurt me because I'm not working anymore like my other siblings.

Wish me a luck.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

The Characteristics of a Good Wife

Once in a while, I will search new things to put in my blog, mostly on how to be a good wife. I like this one, because is based on Quran and Hadith.

Its a bit longer so I just copy and paste the main idea ( after summarizing from Hadith)

1--She is a good Muslim, obedient to Allah and His Messenger.
2--She performs the five regular prayers and fasts Ramadhan.
3--She is obedient to her husband, unless he orders her to do evil.
4--She protects her husband's money and honor in his absence.
5--She is always nice to her husband, checking on his needs.
6--She always tries to please and calm him if he is angry or upset.
7--She bears his children and does not ask him for divorce for no reason.
8--She tries to always look and smell nice for her spouse.


Friday, August 14, 2009

Trapped

I trapped in King's castle. I can't go anywhere. He was away for few days. I wish I still in Ontario ...

I felt sick after going out last weekend. I won't go out again, until this disease is over. Everyday, on average 5 people died here because of H1N1. This is much worse than we were in Canada last time.

I got flu, coughs and asthma attack last few nights. I'm worried about my pregnancy. My due date will be next month and I'm not sure if I'm ready or not. I hate stayed at home but I don't have a choice. Every time I go out, I got sick. I took lots of medication that I supposed not to.

I hope everything will be end .. soon. It's so depressing to hear people died everyday because of this disease. I'll pray hard for everyone . Take a good care of yourself.