6 weeks

Thanks God, I'm the happiest person in the world.

Totally disappointed

I'm totally disappointed. I'd been fooled for four years. Who am I to them, specifically to her?

She was married once, few months after my wedding. When I was told about the second wedding, I' a bit surprised and ask, did she already divorced? They said that she been divorced few years ago! What the heck? Why nobody tell me about it? Who am I to them?

I started recall everything that happened three years back. What was happened during my holiday at my parents house. What did she done and told me during the cold war between us. She already divorced and I didn't know about it? Why? I'm her younger sister, and they are my parents!!!

I felt so stupid, sometimes I wish I never born in their life. I know I shouldn't say this but I can't lie to my self. I'm sad, being ignored by my own family.

Thanks to DD, I learn to forget and forgive. I moved on and forget the past. I surrendered, humbled and accepted without argued and asked. But why they still treat me like this.

The engagement will take place this month , follows by the wedding in this coming Mac. I'll be home after May, and absolutely couldn't make it. I don't expect she will wait for us coming home, we're not an important person anyway.

May be I should move on.. again?

Boxing Day

I spent two hundred bucks during boxing day and after looking at all the shopping stuff, I decided to return coffee maker and bedding sheet set. So I will get back another 70 bucks. My beloved , charming and wonderful husband put a thousand in my bank account. Love you so much , hubby! I still love you if you only gave me a hundred but you won't see the word charming and wonderful here.. LOL

I get a pair of Guess jeans, EA handbag and some dining stuff for our new house. Yes, I'll moving to our not so new house ( he bought it five years ago) in summer and that's mean I'll be no longer here. I don't really want to think and talk about it now, just want to enjoy my last winter here.

My dear husband, thanks for taking a week break and entertaining me with all the shopping things. And a thousand of thanks for a big bonus and looking after our son during the shopping. I know you still upset on the Guess jeans ( I should told you just take it and return the Dockers) but I believe you will get another one when we go shopping in States, before returning back home.

Good bye 2008

Happy New Year to everyone.

I don't have any specifically resolution this year, because I need to continue my long list resolution of last year. 2008 was like a new beginning for me, because we just discovered DD on my 27 th birthday. We still in HOH-obedient wife marriage and hope to keep it in no matter what .

2008 was a great year, I'm so happy and looking forward to more adventurous in 2009.