I know i haven't write for a long time. I'm still here, still alive n kicking.
I was so busy with kids. I forgot to be a wife.
I'm freaking out last night.
I couldn't pay any attention, focus or surrender to him.
And it was so hard for me to get aweke this morning.
Now I wondering, what should I cook for dinner?
Why suddenly I feel not intimate at all?
I told him, I don't like here. I wanna go back to Canada.
Money couldn't buy happiness.
What actually happened to me?
