Why n why

I know i haven't write for a long time. I'm still here, still alive n kicking.

I was so busy with kids. I forgot to be a wife.

I'm freaking out last night.

I couldn't pay any attention, focus or surrender to him.

And it was so hard for me to get aweke this morning.

Now I wondering, what should I cook for dinner?

Why suddenly I feel not intimate at all?

I told him, I don't like here. I wanna go back to Canada.

Money couldn't buy happiness.

What actually happened to me?

Good news

snippets

1. I just gave a birth to a wonderful baby boy 7 week ago.
2. My relationship with mum n dad turned good. They visited me twice since I moved here.
3. I decided to stay at home and enjoying motherhood.
4. I got few presents from king and can't hardly wait for a big one ( Vios or Honda? ... hem.... )
5. Life is good.

So, what else I want? What happened to our DD dear? I need a structure and guidance from you . I felt lost when you're not around. But if you didn't work, I won't get a Vios.. LOL

Data Defination, DD

This is my first post. I will transfer some of the content from my previous blog.

I haven't blogging for many months, because of some reasons. I decided not to announce this blog to everyone, and keep anonymity . Others who recognized me from my previous blog , I'm still the feminine and submissive type. It has been a year since we start DD , with trial n error.

Nope, I don't want to talk about DD here, because you can read it from other blogs. I tried type "DD" in Google and what I got was a data definition in IBM, hehehehhe. So, keep on guessing and for those who familiar with that word, you guys know much better.

Ok, I'd better prepare for dinner before King gets home. See ya!