I'm totally disappointed. I'd been fooled for four years. Who am I to them, specifically to her?
She was married once, few months after my wedding. When I was told about the second wedding, I' a bit surprised and ask, did she already divorced? They said that she been divorced few years ago! What the heck? Why nobody tell me about it? Who am I to them?
I started recall everything that happened three years back. What was happened during my holiday at my parents house. What did she done and told me during the cold war between us. She already divorced and I didn't know about it? Why? I'm her younger sister, and they are my parents!!!
I felt so stupid, sometimes I wish I never born in their life. I know I shouldn't say this but I can't lie to my self. I'm sad, being ignored by my own family.
Thanks to DD, I learn to forget and forgive. I moved on and forget the past. I surrendered, humbled and accepted without argued and asked. But why they still treat me like this.
The engagement will take place this month , follows by the wedding in this coming Mac. I'll be home after May, and absolutely couldn't make it. I don't expect she will wait for us coming home, we're not an important person anyway.
May be I should move on.. again?
4 comments:
I'm sorry to read that you are having turmoil with your personal life. Stay strong. You and very wise and if other people don't see what you have to offer, it is their loss.
Hugs,
Jade
Thanks jade. I just moved on, called her yesterday and wished congrats on her engagement. I guess that the best thing I can do.
That is really a shame.
I accidentally came across your blog, and your relationship with your husband is so sweet and beautiful...I treat my husband like a king also!
http://penelopesoasis.blogspot.com/
hi penelope,
i just got a chance to read your comment. I don't know how I missed it.
I'm not only disappointed, but heart broken now.
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