Eid Ramadhan

Eid Ramadan to all Muslim readers.

10 months

He is almost 10 months, very content and active, kept me busy 24/7. During this time, I dedicated all my attention to him, and almost forgot the others. Yeah, I forgot to be a wife to a loving husband, who works really hard day and night so I can stay at home, take care the kids. I'm sorry dear, I know all this year, I wasn't being myself, I still can't get over with our great life at Canada. I need to learn and accept this is our home now, there is no way for us to go back there anymore. I must stop complaining how much unhappy I am , why we cannot have this and this here. Welcome to Boleh Land... hehehehehehehehe

I miss Canada a lot, I hope we can settle down there in one day, I'll pray hard for it.. Amen.

Final Fantasy VIII - Eyes On Me

I wish......

Why n why

I know i haven't write for a long time. I'm still here, still alive n kicking.

I was so busy with kids. I forgot to be a wife.

I'm freaking out last night.

I couldn't pay any attention, focus or surrender to him.

And it was so hard for me to get aweke this morning.

Now I wondering, what should I cook for dinner?

Why suddenly I feel not intimate at all?

I told him, I don't like here. I wanna go back to Canada.

Money couldn't buy happiness.

What actually happened to me?