King will bring me back to my parent's place this weekend. No more runaway, angel. He want me to settle everything before I go to the labor. He promise to stay beside me all the time. This is an order and I must obey it. I'm a bit nervous. Yes, my heart still broken, but I had to move on. I didn't talk with them for a month.
What is my plan? I don't know. I had to stop pretending and start be myself. I'm a submissive wife; I submit and obey to my husband and nothing can't change that. My parents should know and aware of it. I don't care what mum will say and think about it, this is my marriage and my life. I choose to live with it.
I have to start pack presents for everyone. We're in a very tight budget now but I had to do it. That's the only way to win their hearts back. Like some people said, no money, no love. Its true, that's how my family judged us this past 5 years. It's really hurt me because I'm not working anymore like my other siblings.
Wish me a luck.
